These are two point markers in a book I am reading right now. A note to myself to re-read a week from now to see where I’m at. I’m working on so many things right now that are huge on their own but linked in every way to forgiveness, love and being released from the tormenting energies of others and towards others, from the bitterest cycles in our lives.

The book is Love Without End: Jesus Speaks – by Glenda Green

NOTE 1: Adamantine Particles

“Billions of adamantine particles have come to you through your family line and will return there to support future generations of children, according to similarities of love that you would have shared with them. In the days following your departure, the particles which you have exchanged with others, for the mutual sharing of life, will return to their rightful donors. However, at the moment of your passing, all the particles, which you have personally magnetized by your heart and used in the creation of your life, will leave with you. They will either attach to your soul, or else travel to a place that you have marked with love, and will wait until your heart calls them forth again. Either way they are yours forever. Often such points of love are designated collectively by friends and family who wish to continue together in eternity or to return to some plane of existence and work together again.”

“When a person’s love and life have been unclear and confused, peppered with insincerity and betrayal, his life particles can become lost in the lives of those he has hurt. This is not good for anyone concerned. All too often these lost particles are held hostage until debts are paid, which can cause great pain and confusion to all parties. It would be so much easier and healthier to forgive and to release.”

“What the heart commands, it keeps. All the particles that have been designated for the purpose of your life and commanded by your heart are yours to keep forever.”

“Much human error and dysfunction have been passed on to future generations as part of the total human memory, or perhaps the memory of a family line. With our limited understanding, we tend to condemn a sin or crime, which is only the latest manifestation of some desperate pattern begun long ago. There is no avoiding the collective inheritance of both good and bad. You are innocent and born as perfection, but into a world that has every conceivable legacy. These legacies come to each person, partially by magnetism, yet partially without respect of person, for all men are equally brothers in the human race. Without exemption, each one must accept some part of the collective inheritance. This is the original and true meaning of a greatly abused statement, ‘that none is above sin’. The true meaning of that statement is that no one within the brotherhood is above accepting some part of the negative legacy and the responsibility for transmuting it. The next time you see someone living in a way that is upsetting to you, instead of condemning, you may say a silent prayer of thanks that it is not you who had to accept that commission.”

NOTE 2: Like sand running through my fingers

“Be alert for the possibility of a defensive reaction, which can happen when a structured arrangement is infused with new properties of love. There can be an initial resistance or even rejection! this is because structure often serves force and frequently masks chaos. Structure is a recording and conversation system, which contains, distributes and utilizes particles, but it has no capacity to generate living dynamic order. Therefore, when love enters the picture, generating a true harmony and synchronicity among the particles, a new and living flow of life is begun. This can have a shattering effect on the brittle and inadequate structures that are providing the illusion of solidarity. It can actually be “life-threatening” to any structure which might be restricting the flow of life.”

“Often the introduction of love will cause pre-existing factions to fly apart. When this happens, you must remember that only the brittle inadequate structures were lost in their effort to imitate love and counterfeit order. Recovery, however, brings new and real order. There has never been a time on earth when this message has been more relevant! there is much love being poured upon the earth at this moment. So much that it will have a shattering effect on some of the needless structures now prevailing. They will fall to the earth, as they must. Yet, from that will spring new life, new hope and new growth.”

I haven’t written in some time because I’m going within so much, and I realise this means I completely lack the perspective to write about what is happening. But there is a huge shift and an awakening happening inside that is releasing a huge light and a huge love inside me. I hope in the coming weeks to get to a point where I have perspective again. I really hope that sharing this glimpse of what I’m reading right now might prove to be the key that someone reading this has waited for. It unlocked so much for me.